"No flowery words this time. No complicated sentences. Telling it as it is. So, here goes.
A hundred days ago I ventured into something I had no idea would turn out to be so wonderful. A hundred days may not be a lot to many. But it's the happiest I've been in a long time. Right when I built my walls higher than ever, right when I swore I'd never fall again, you came.
Right from the start there was this unexplainable connection."
I wrote this on the 23rd of December 2015. Over 15 months ago. I fell asleep while writing it and never finished it.
It's 4.44 am right now. I can't sleep. I don't know why. I sleep late, very late. But not this late. You are on my mind right now. I wish I could turn over and hug you. I'd probably drift off to sleep after that. Because you are my safe place and my home. But you are thousands of miles away. I miss you, but I'm not sad. Because although you're far from me, you're not far from me. Get it? I never feel alone. Because you're there. You're there in everything that I do.
I love you. So very much.
Am I obsessed? Maybe. But obsessed isn't always used in a positive light. You always ask me why I'm so taken up by you. Why do I like you this much? There is no answer to that. Telling all the good things about you alone will not do.
It's just you. See, I always knew I'd find you. That when I did find you, I knew it was you. Like how when you get the correct answer to a question and you say "This is it!". That's how I felt. When we first spoke, it didn't feel like I was getting to know a stranger. It was more like reconnecting with someone I used to know.
I have never seen another like you. You are a rare, a precious gem. But you also are the Sun, a blessing to anyone in your path. Your heart is big. I love how you speak ill of no one. You are quick to help and you are always so light-hearted.
I cannot thank you enough. You have taught me much. Everyday with you is a field trip. You have filled the voids in my life. You have taken on the role of my protector. I never have to ask you for something, because you would have already done it. We fit like a puzzle, and you are my best friend.
We met 633 days ago. And everyday I grow to adore and appreciate you more. I will always be this crazy about you.
One thing I want is for you to be happy always, because that will make me happy too. Seeing that dimpled smile will always get me through the day. Please don't ever change.
Love you always and always.
